Oh Summer!

Hey upper eastsiders! Okay so I'm so fixated now with Gossip Girl and its making me wanting more to go back at school. Oh well, seems like Princess “T” cant get always what she wants. Pfft. Okay so everybody is so excited for this years summer plus moi! Mkay, so last year’s summer? I had a blast and I'm looking forward for this year to be fantastic and thump last years. Wink Wink. And I hope summer will be like 12 month long and there will be no more June and back-to-school stuff. Its just I’m so ailing of school stuff, it scares me. Whatever! I don’t want to think about it muna. I'm just so bushed of thinking ‘IT’. Btw, I had a lot of plans this summer ’09! Oh well, of course the annual FEU Elites people summer outing and I’m just so baffled because I know this year will take it to the next level. Just right! And of course my team summer trip, I don’t know where it will be but I'm pretty sure it will be exhilarating because this is the first time that I'm gonna splurge summer with them. Oh I miss Fuego and speaking of Fuego cousins, aren’t we gonna walk off there this summer? April is my favorite month as always! So there are three lists that I don’t know if I’ll be capable to go or if they will permit me to go: 1) Blockmates Outing, I'm wretched. I'm not really that sure if I can make it. I just found out that it’s my alma mater graduation on that day. Oh well, we’ll see. 2&3) PAG Synergy and teatro year end. I don’t have any idea; I wish they will ‘cause I so miss them all. Sigh. And one of my goals this summer is to go away of country or even out of town. ALONE! Haha. I know right? I'm crazy but I just want to be alone and far one time. Whew!

Today is Monday, a new week for work. WORK WORK WORK. Wave three will go in and I’ll see them later! I'm just blessed that at this young age I know I'm in the right track in the floor. I'm getting slothful typing letters now because later I’m gonna face my cubicle again and answer shit calls from stupid but gorgeous Americanos.

Till here, you know you love me. XOXO.

random thoughts

It is raining seriously. I am stuck here at ERS—computer service here in Lasalle. I don’t know what to say. I just feel sluggish right now. I want to sleep. I can’t go at dorm kasi the rain is super heavy. Whew. Sana pala I didn’t go to school nalang. Midterms na kasi next week and as always I need to lie once more to my professors that I have conflicts in my exams for me to get test without permit. Haha. Nevertheless, I’m used to it na naman. I just wish that earlier than finals my school fees will be settled na.

I promised to myself that I’ll update my blog at least once a week. I’m doing it now. I posted new pictures of moi here in multiply. Last week end is a blast! I had fun in our Adesyia Production and the after party of Ai-Ram’s christening, oh, someone from the past makes a comeback. I don’t know if it’s for good or that night merely but as we have this extraordinary moment, lots of flashbacks came into my mind. I missed him. I missed everything.

I am busy now reading this book by Bob Ong—ABNKKBSNPala ko? which Mj lend me. Its cool actually. I started to like Ong already. He is an excellent writer. He makes story sensuous and full of humor at the same time. Galing!

Okay we’ll be having our Performing Arts subject later. I’m so basag na naman! Goodluck because this time ata we’ll be merging with COM41 and COM43 students. The more the merrier! Cool. Its nearly 1PM and I’m running out of time. Ciao!

How's MOI?

hello everyone! Its been a while since I updated my blog. Actually, I dont know if this readable pa ba or what? as of the moment, i dont know what time exactly, the monitor on my pc says its 8:04 but I know mali to. 3AM I guess, di bale my class tomorrow is 1130AM pa naman pero I need to go to school by 10AM because I need to study for my long quiz in Computer and also talk to Sir. Joel about the General Assembly of PAG this Saturday. I don't know what exactly to tell, potah naman kasi hindi mashadong nag-fufunction ang utak ko.

Okay lets start with my life? Hows Terry?
Im okay naman as far as I know, I just realized a few days ago that this is my fate, pertaining to my shout out and tanggap ko na iyon. My life now is very different compare before. Now, I can stay here at Dasma all week and go home to Laguna by Saturdays night and toxic myself with all those galas and sleep overs with my friends there just to make sure that my 180pesos fare will be worthy enough. Before kasi I can't help but to go home eventhough I have dorm. But now? I dont know. Everytime I go home kasi wala namang tao sa bahay and aside from those forever movie marathon, I have nothing to do there. No cable and telephone anymore. And no family. My mom stays na kasi to my other ate who is pregnant because their katulong left her for the nth time so as the heroic grandmother of her grandchildren she's the nanny, for the mean time lang naman. That's why nakakatamad na rin to go home. As well as the fare! Naku! from the cheapest hundred pesos fare-back & forth when I was frosh to one hundred ninety pesos now! Potah! Almost double the price. My allowance is'nt enough talaga! Super kulang but I have to be thankful to my friends who keeps supporting me financially. Haha. I miss the same old Sattelite to be honest. Before I told myself nakakainis kasi mashado kaming marami sa bahay. But now? there's a time that I am home alone. Sigh. Thank God to Mhona and to my other HS classmates because their houses are always open for me everytime I go home. I know someday, somehow, time will turn back, the way it was.

Hows TEATRO?
So far, so good. I am the Stage Manager of our upcoming Minor Production but nakakabitin! It feels like when you almost reach your climax but there's something that will stop that momentum. There are too many reasons why our rehearsals come and go but it is totally understandable. Now, we have probationary members and I don't know why this early only less than 10 of them left. Why there are so many stereo-typed parent's who doesn't want the best for their children? Potah! Am I a curse? This is my first time to be a facilitator, to be a senior and why is it happening? Am I not an effective senior? What's the problem? Sigh. I don't know. I don't know. Fuck those stupid parents who don't support their children. Lucky me I had two set of parents who supports me in what I'm doing. Lucky me.

How's my Academic Status?
Not as same as before wayback highschool that I am a consistent top three but now top three sa dulo. Haha. No, actually I have high grades this Prelim eventhough I don't study that much. I don't feel any pressure of getting 0.00 anymore. I love my professors and my subjects right now. I am a regular student at last. Whew! But the thing is, I'm still adjusting. COM21 my new block of course has its own group of friends and I don't know where should I go. I'm on the process. They're great though! Good students and nice people. Love them.

Lovelife?
Still ZERO. haha. Only here in Philippines. Haha.
Potah! I'm sleepy na. See you! I hope Lasalle will win later against UE.
Its payback time!

What TERRY Means?

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
-Haha Soo TRUE! But sometimes, I get LAZY too! Haha
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
-Not really. There's no place like home. But I love traveling. I know I'm an audacious person.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.
-100% TRUE. Haha. I easily get annoyed! Haha
You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone.
-I know I'm likable. Haha
You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together.
-Really?TEATRO teaches me how to be zealous on your work.
At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together.
-How did you know that? Haha

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
-Already mentioned that! Im soooo CRAZY!
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
-AGREE! OMG am I really intense? Haha
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.
-Haha. Im not that scalawag. Grabe ha!

You are a free spirit, and you resent anyone who tries to fence you in.
-I know. Haha
You are unpredictable, adventurous, and always a little surprising.
-for the third time, ADVENTUROUS. Duh? I know.
You may miss out by not settling down, but you're too busy having fun to care.
-The week never ends for me.

I realized that these meanings are just recurring all over again. Such as Adventurous—they just changed synonyms. Well at least I know what it means and its fits to my persona.

SUMMER time: Here I come!

It’s been so LOONG since the most recent time I updated my blog here in blogspot. I was so damn busy for the past months and I know I will be more fatigued as days goes by. I just finished my BSCI101 final exam. As in FINAL! ♥♥ I'm really keyed up for summer that’s why I revolutionize my multiply theme this morning. I know I will acquire summer class and its social suicide, who cares? I'm really energized for TEATRO Lasalliana’s year-end and my first ever PAG Synergy and the recruitment, oh how I'm so excited to see the batch twenty-four to be. Ha-ha

It’s been another TERM for me. Not that much as I expected but I had a blast! This term is different from the past semester. This term, I know that I'm more full-fledged and more conscientious than before. I can really sense the college life; my comeback to school wasn’t that terrible. I met new friends; I learned more cavernous stuff. These are my top three highlights of this term.
I ♥ It.


NEW BLOCK MATES?
It’s brainless that I shift from Commerce to Communication. Hell yeah! I maybe stupid but I'm happy what I have right now. I'm really contented. A year ago, I'm so excited to be with COM23, but changes occurred when I momentarily bunged at school last term. Now, according to Communication Arts Department, I will merge to COM11. I really wish for to have a block as in! Super! I want to have a permanent companion. I'm so sick of having hard –time coping up to egotistical blocks that I went to. At first I thought it was fun because you’ll be able to meet new associates but there are times that its sucks! I know my new block mates will be different from them, they're my classmates in mass media and they're awe-inspiring! Solid. I ♥ them!

NEW DORM!
Last March 1, we moved to our new dorm together with my batch mates in TEATRO Lasalliana. At least I know I have a permanent dorm and I will stay there as long as we can its DYNIEL’S dormitory in-front of Cozy House. I just made my first ever collage last week. I have so many plans for our dorm. Aside from a comfortable and cozy dormitory, the good thing is my roommates are my batch mates. Its great no?

SERAPIO SPREE
I really love this production. TEATRO Lasalliana’s major production I wasn’t expect to go back by this semester at the teatro since I’m forced leave but I truly wanted to be part of this production so I made a way and fortuitously I was given a chance to join—thank you Sir. Nazer for letting me join for this production, also to Sir. Arnie and to all my seniors and alumni who helped-out. In Serapio, I learned how to be a responsible MEMBER and how to be a good senior to new members. In Serapio, I was given a chance to be close once more to my seniors and as well as to our alumni. I learned how to get better my professionalism, dedication and commitment to the group. And in Serapio, I fall in-love again. Ha-Ha. “Bulagin natin siya!”

SUMMER Time! Here I come! ♥♥♥♥

Facts about GAYS

1. Gays are born, not made.

2. Being gay is not a choice - who would choose to be hated and discriminated against?

3. Gays are not automatically pedophiles.

4. Gays don't cause AIDS. AIDS is a virus.

5. You can't get AIDS from talking to or being near a gay person because it's not spread that way.

6. Gays are just as capable of long term relationships as straights, and some of them are even better at it than straights are.

7. Letting gay people have civil marriage will not bring about the end of marriage, FOX already did that with all its marriage reality shows.

8. Gay people often have a wicked sense of humor and wit and if you ever talked to one you'd know that.

9. Gay women were not put on earth for straight men's amusement, that "lesbian" porno situation will never happen to you.

10. Not all gays fit the stereotype. There could be one right next to you right now and you'd never notice. You might be best friends with one or related to one and you'd never notice. Super TRUE!

Thanks MOSH or letting me know these facts. :)

Im a TEATRO, this is my life

It was done by the dynamic members last fun day (mid-year workshop) of TEATRO Lasalliana's Batch 23 (On The Edge Queue). Each and every one of the members shared their experiences from probationary member days to present. Lots of of them made me teary-eyed. Unfortunately I wasn’t capable to contribute my dissertation because I'm presently leave of absence but I’ll come back. For the meantime, its time to carve up my thoughts.

1st Week of May, I can’t remember when is the precise date. Following to the orientation of our college, we had this university sightsee together with the conscription of different organizations in DLSU. For the duration of our course, Lasallian Pointes and Flexes and DLSU-Brass Band performed, given that I'm a previous dancer I'm planning to join Pointes and Flexes. Then this girl came to me, she was Ate Radnee of TEATRO Lasalliana –solitary theater organization in DLSU. By means of Exposure Trip at CCP, complimentary acting workshops and scholarship, I'm so astonished so that day I directly filled-up an application form. Weeks passed by I truly don’t know If I will persevere to pursue my application form, rumors swell that TEATRO is that convoluted, complicated also they will mess up your social life and entire college life. But when the very last day of screening came, in spite of all the gossips, I passed my application form. I undergo three screenings and fortuitously I passed. July 7 2006, Batch 22 to be General Assembly, there were 23 of us but then instantly, we lessen one by one. Even for my part, I planned to give up, but with all of the foundations, I made it. We made it. October 22 2007, from 100 aspirants, down to 23 probees, it came along to 9 innovative members. We called ourselves LINDOL (there’s a chronicle behind that). We became new members, more pressure, more demands, more expectations and more opportunity. Despite the verity that we have restless nights, deficiency in our class, I don’t know why I'm still here. Every now and then, I crave to stop; I feel like to be an usual student. But I don’t identify why I keep holding on to this organization, to this family. Yes a FAMILY, maybe its one of the reason why I carry on on holding, I found a new family, a new life. A family that ceaselessly there when I call for them, particularly throughout my financial catastrophe days, a family that I know will never bestow me to others, a family that accepted me for who I am, no qualm no suspicions. Right now, as I’ve said I'm presently LOA. Next semester I’ll be back to study again but sorry to say I can’t go back to TEATRO. I necessitate filling up what I’ve missed in school so I be able to come back next summer. It was depressing; when Batch 23 crossed the threshold I wasn’t there to contribute my wisdom that I’ve learned from my seniors. But hey, this isn’t the end of the world. I know I’ll be back (although I need to catch-up a lot). I’ll be an Alumnus. I’ll be a mentor to the upcoming batches. I'm overconfident that I'm a TEATRO Member. Go For Truth!